Dear Howwe Lifers,
I’m ready for whatever harsh criticism you are going to throw at me, but I need advice.
I’m the type of chic that don’t give a flying hell about anybody’s feelings. I have a tough hide and everyone who embraces my presence can sense it. I used to be this sweet girl, but after getting screwed multiple times I just don’t seem to care about anybody.
I’m writing you because although I have this I don’t give a f**k attitude I think I might have made one of the biggest mistakes ever and something deep down is telling me to give a care, but I simply don’t.
I’m a 21 year old female and I’m messing around with my mom’s husband. My mom is 42 years old, and her latest boyfriend after my dad's death five years ago is 45 years old. They have been together for 5 years. Every time I see him I just get this feeling. He’s very attractive and have a unique swag about him.
I started messing with him when I was 19 years old. One day, I went over to my mom’s crib and he was there alone drinking beers. We began to talk and I eased my way over to him. He was resistant at first, but that just made me more excited. I low-key seduced him and our affair began. Every time my mom is gone I come over and have sex with him.
My mom and him got married in June of last year and we were intimate right afterwards. LOL. You see, I don’t care. I really don’t. The only problem is that I’m pregnant and I don’t know how to break the news to him or my mom. I know for a fact he’s not going to leave my mom because I’ve asked him over and over again, but it’s like what do I have to lose. I can’t get what I want which is him so why should he keep what he treats so poorly which is my mom. I don’t want to hurt her, but my child deserves to have a father right?
Funny thing is that my mom is so oblivious to what’s going on. I sometimes ask myself why my mom is such an airhead. I’ve made some inappropriate remarks about toward him and she just laughs it off. Like one time I said he had a nice butt in his jeans and squeezed his cheeks and my mom laughed. Come on now, it’s like she’s in denial or something.
I thought about having an abortion to just mask everything, and I’ve also thought about moving to a new city to put this in the past and start new without hurting my mom, but the way my mind frame set up, NAH I PASS! I guess I’m writing you to ask what would you tell a friend, loved on or sibling to do in this situation?
Call me: Mercy
